Tuesday, February 26, 2008
sweet hardships!
sometimes even wavy seas need to calm down ... after all these stresses n worries i need to rest a while though everythings not okay but its getting better . i really beleive this sentence that " everythings okay in the end . if its not okay, its not the end !" it helped me alot to pass the hard phases !
i love my problems 'cause they make me stronger n help me to face bigger ones , i dont wanna get perplexed when i confront various difficulties so i would thank God that put me in a arduous road to make me stronger !
here's a really beautiful quote from an adorable woman named Hellen Keller :)
"character cannot be developed in ease and quiet . only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be stengthened , ambition inspired , and success achieved"
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
alteration
im thinkin 'bout changing my method of life , 'cause these days are getting so repetitive , exhausting n stuffy ! im really tired of this stagnation ...
im completely slovenly now ! nothings goin right n everthings a mess !
i feel like pregnant women ! pregnant of griefs , distresses n many more shi*ty things that i dont even wanna talk bout them !n i think im going to pop ! maybe im in labor right now n im gonna get rid of them soon ! ( of course i wish it will happen soon )
but lets think a lil differently!
undoubtedly our marvel mind is one of best gifts from the God on high ! i beleive we can make every situation by this creative mind , you can imagine u r in paradise even when u r in marsh !
just pay attention to this quote of Paul Coelho " when we postpone the harvest ,the fruits rots . but when we postpone our problems , they keep on growing ! "
Niloofar hoped.
5:55 AM
5:55 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Happy Valentine !
two days ago was valentines day ! and i havent found my partner yet ! but a have a lotta friends , relatives n other people that touched my heart n i love'em all ...
valentine comes once a year n its just a pretext to reminds us that love is the greatest divine blessing !
so let's just be a lil generous n share our affection with other people !
i missed my dad so much (he died 7 months ago ) ... i wish your soul rest in peace...
sometimes u dont know the value of something till its gone n you repent ur behavior ...
ok , i think my prince hasnt born yet or maybe he is saddling his horse to come n catch me ! (lol)
o girl come down to earth ! but seriously im not expectin' n im just looking for someone stable whom i can lean on him , someone who's gonna push me , who's gonna make me cheerful !
if you know someone with these particulars inform me please !
valentine comes once a year n its just a pretext to reminds us that love is the greatest divine blessing !
so let's just be a lil generous n share our affection with other people !
i missed my dad so much (he died 7 months ago ) ... i wish your soul rest in peace...
sometimes u dont know the value of something till its gone n you repent ur behavior ...
ok , i think my prince hasnt born yet or maybe he is saddling his horse to come n catch me ! (lol)
o girl come down to earth ! but seriously im not expectin' n im just looking for someone stable whom i can lean on him , someone who's gonna push me , who's gonna make me cheerful !
if you know someone with these particulars inform me please !
Niloofar hoped.
9:02 AM
9:02 AM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
i'm so mixed up !
i feel a lot of contradictions inside ... i dont know which religion to tend to . i've lost my heart and faith n i'm irreligious although it doesnt matter ! 'cause im comfortable with that , but sometimes i wanna slit (!)myself when i don know wich genre of music to listen ! i fu*kin love rock & some of metal songs but sometimes i listen to pop (looool) . but i decided not listen to vain pop songs again cause they just waste ur time , i think music should be like narcotic substance ! not just arouse you to kiss n canoodle ur boy friend ! it should take you higher n make you firm , liberal and honest . some songs r so foolish n just wanna make you hot !! to reach orga-sm !! i'm afraid most of teenagers are inclined to them . some singers such as rihanna , hilarious duff , shitney spears ! although everyone knows she's a real outta brain n a fu*kin asshole now ! for example i cant undrestand how could this gross amy winehouse win 5 garmmy(s) !! her "rehab" won the record of the year !! i swear its been the funniest n silliest song i've ever heard !
although i'm not surprised much 'cause they dont pay attention to inspiration n the main messeage . they just pick up some one who the public prefer , and the most important problem is that The public listen to these rubbish !! oh guys ! Lets just change !
and one thing ,the only genre i know i really hate is rap , i'm gonna vomit wheh i hear rap songs !
i hope someday ,we'll see the worthy people & bands to be the queen of music not just the s.e.x symbols !
...
although i'm not surprised much 'cause they dont pay attention to inspiration n the main messeage . they just pick up some one who the public prefer , and the most important problem is that The public listen to these rubbish !! oh guys ! Lets just change !
and one thing ,the only genre i know i really hate is rap , i'm gonna vomit wheh i hear rap songs !
i hope someday ,we'll see the worthy people & bands to be the queen of music not just the s.e.x symbols !
...
Niloofar hoped.
12:59 AM
12:59 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
heedless n defiant
i dont know if im sad or not ( i try not to be anymore ) i just wanna inspire myself that im under normal conditions n i just want this month to finish ...
this week went a little better than last one . i went to Takhti stadium with soha and amir . we exercised n we had a good time there . i enjoy being with my friends though its a short period for not to think about those trashes !
these days are so boring . i have nothing to do n im going crazy ! i havent gone to school since 2 weeks ago n thats why eveyone call me a fu*kin obstinate !
i really like to shout mcr song (welcome to the black parade) to the world ! its really moving n exciting ! specially the meaning
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i really love the beauties of nature specially intertwined trees in a mystic woodland ...
in other words i love any mysterious thing ...!
this pic i so particular for me . it conducts me to my wonderlands ... everything looks dankish , vague n green ! everythings gr8 ...
this week went a little better than last one . i went to Takhti stadium with soha and amir . we exercised n we had a good time there . i enjoy being with my friends though its a short period for not to think about those trashes !
these days are so boring . i have nothing to do n im going crazy ! i havent gone to school since 2 weeks ago n thats why eveyone call me a fu*kin obstinate !
i really like to shout mcr song (welcome to the black parade) to the world ! its really moving n exciting ! specially the meaning
...
i really love the beauties of nature specially intertwined trees in a mystic woodland ...
in other words i love any mysterious thing ...!
this pic i so particular for me . it conducts me to my wonderlands ... everything looks dankish , vague n green ! everythings gr8 ...
Niloofar hoped.
4:30 AM
4:30 AM
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
gratis hot dog is so yummy !
yesterday afternoon i went to farzin class with soha , then i went to soha's home , we chatted with some of our friends . we asked for one of them (amir) to buy us hot dog ! and he accepted ! at first no, but we wheedled him and twisted his arms till he agreed ! amir was suffering from knee aching and when he wanted to return his car , he was tepping on limpingly !
oh god ! what bad-hearted girls we are ! although i dont know it was real or he was just posing !!
we were starving to death ! n the hot dogs were so tasty ! we didnt want soha's papa know about those sandwiches so we concealed the risadue of them under the bed !
at the time of sleeping we telephoned him under our blanket !what a ridiculous situation ! 'cause soha's daddy was awake and we coudnt talk to amir!
what a crazy n yummy day !
in short , everything's delicious when its free of charge ! :D
oh god ! what bad-hearted girls we are ! although i dont know it was real or he was just posing !!
we were starving to death ! n the hot dogs were so tasty ! we didnt want soha's papa know about those sandwiches so we concealed the risadue of them under the bed !
at the time of sleeping we telephoned him under our blanket !what a ridiculous situation ! 'cause soha's daddy was awake and we coudnt talk to amir!
what a crazy n yummy day !
in short , everything's delicious when its free of charge ! :D
Niloofar hoped.
5:34 AM
5:34 AM
Monday, February 4, 2008
missing in the shadows...
i violated the promise n i wanna whine again ... i feel the picture above its so touching for me ... i think im there , free... fearful... and Lost ...hello ? can anyExisting hear me ? hello? this solitary girl cant rectify everthing singly , she's all alone ... she's losing her mind ... she's fallen behind...
shut up girl ! who cares 'bout u ??! n ur voice is drownin in their miry titters ... they say you dont have a leg to stand on ! but can you find a reason better than love? i know i'm up to my ears in filth and everythings really tough now, but i hope if i hang in there , things will come out okay soon...
adolf hitler said" meke the lie big, make it simple, keep sayin it , and eventually they will believe it ." n i say " you're f.u*.k.ing right man !"
(its exactly what they've done to me)i just wanna sway in that mysterious foggy grove and recite lover's grief (by empyrium)
ps: if somebody threated you , know that they're so weak in fromt of u ! and if u saw treachery someday , know that u have a high price ! and if they leaved u someday , konw that they dont deserve u !
.....
Niloofar hoped.
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